you never should've loved me
i should've never let you
i'll always be
two places at once
a monument for pigeons
to adore
pollen on the wind
untraceable
a malcontent, incurable
a conscience intruceable
a peace loving
war machine
i am a wanderer
flower to heart
smile to touch
forever
looking beyond
hating what lives
within
i could never please you
nor me
and you could never hold
my ever restless heart
race on, i must
into oblivion
leaving ruin
in my wake
all this
i have known
since first
i began to know
yet,
i paused to love you,
let you
love me
knowing
the shifting winds
and changing tides
would pull me along
I'm sorry
i let you love me
but i'm not sorry
i loved you
it is my way
i wish
you had known
